About a month ago, I decided to join a sex MMO, simply out of curiosity. I have no regrets whatsoever. I've shown off parts of my body, which I was sure I'd regret, but I don't. I no longer think I'm gross, or that I'm less desirable than everybody else. I've learned very well that I am very desirable, sexy, and the fact that I'm fat doesn't matter to everyone. I even showed one person I got very close to what my face looks like without makeup, and he told me I was naturally beautiful and didn't need it
I have a young man in Denmark writing a song about our passionate times together (and he makes me little sexy videos ;D so hot), a young British boy writing me love notes every morning, a sexy red headed woman taking gorgeous pictures of herself for me, and a man from Illinois who I am going to be meeting VERY soon.
You heard that right. A man from Illinois that I've gotten a little close to is going to take me away to a hotel, where we're going to have a lot of sex No strings attached! I'm human, I have needs, anyone who opposes this can kiss my ass! It's consensual sex between two people
I am being very careful. I'm not using my real name, real email address, and I'm very vague about where I'm from. My pictures that I share don't have my face in them. And the guy I decided to meet did NOT pressure me at all. How it happened was while we were idly chatting, he mentioned that he was going to be coming to Washington to help his brother move. He had no idea that I'm in Washington. I started thinking about meeting him straight away, but didn't say anything until a few days later, implying I'd be more than happy to meet him. I've let others know what's going down, giving them information on him. Then I let him know I did that. If he's planning to murder me, he knows very well it's a dumb as shit idea! Also, he'll be picking me up at my apartment, but he doesn't have any clue which apartment number is mine. So he can't come back and murder me (it's also a secured building, so he can't come in and try to figure it out). I will leave my credit cards and social security card at home. I'm already on the pill, and he's planning on using condoms. We're both being safe ^-^
I feel amazing ^.^ I've had some VERY amazing experiences in the MMO, too. My Denmark lover and I over a week ago had such an amazing time together... it was as if all the miles between us didn't exist. We were connected by some sort of spiritual connection, and it felt so real! I had never felt more incredible in all my life. I am dead serious! He felt it too ^-^ we both just sat in game afterwards just talking about how fucking amazing we felt, until we parted ways so we could both nap ^.~ I totally wish I could visit Denmark!!! WOW.
I have been so happy lately ^-^ I've been smiling a lot more, I feel very sexy, I'm not too self-conscious anymore I'm just so happy with myself
How suggestive is this emoticon???
I should be meeting him in a few weeks or so ^.~ I'm very excited!